Let me jump right into it...we have a couple of events coming up in the next few weeks which will really help us to separate the wheat from the chaff, on a spiritual level, but it might feel like you're coming apart at the seams! If this is the case, give yourself permission to come apart, then take your cosmic needle-and-thread and sew yourself back up again!
The first event sees Mercury going direct this weekend...while we build momentum in the waning moon cycle, entering the Dark Moon phase. The second event is the arrival of Summer (Huzzah!) with Beltaine - nearly simultaneously with the next pulse of the Ninth wave, aka the "Second Night," which is going to resemble a prolonged waning moon period. To compare, the Mercury/waning moon "push-pull" is the minor event; the Beltaine/Second Night "push-pull" is the major event.
Basically, Mercury going direct and Beltaine are going to introduce dynamic, extroverted yang energy, against the waning moon and the "Second Night" pulse, which are going to have restive, introverted yin energy! Do not be surprised if you feel like you're being pulled in two different, and opposite, directions at once...because in a sense, that's exactly what's going to happen!
So what does this mean?
Globally, get ready for a matinee performance in the Theater of the Absurd. Things which have been slightly askew before are going to approach off-the-charts ridiculous. Bring your sense of humor and an extra-large tub of popcorn along for the show! (I prefer kettle corn myself. Yummy!) Personally, this will be a brilliant opportunity to look your private coterie of Shadows straight in their beady little eyes and stare them down. If you hold to your center, and allow nothing less then Complete Authenticity to prevail in your heart, they will blink first! This will make them much easier to be cleared from your system. This is going to be a time of great illusions rising to the surface, inside and out - and a great opportunity to shatter these illusions. Coyote is definitely getting ready to strut his stuff this Summer!
Along with clearing out your Shadows, this will also be a good time to play with your identity, your self-image. Have you been wanting to make a change in your life? This will be a good time to do so! Give away some books. Buy some books. Repaint your room sky blue, or hunter green. Listen to a different radio station. Go to a discount boutique and try on a few new fashions. Dye your hair. Get that tattoo. In other words, try something different and step outside your box. At the least, you might get a new perspective; at most, you may begin a complete makeover of yourself and your life! What have you got to lose, really?
Some of you will definitely feel like you're walking on the razor's edge for the next few weeks. If this occurs, breathe deeply and remember - this, too, shall pass. You will emerge on the other side of this, and things will look a lot brighter on the horizon. :-)